My mind is so full right now. I am about to go on a trip out of the country. What am I thinking? Do I really need to be going on this trip now?? My husband is leaving and will not be returning. We will be moving to his next duty station when he finishes his training. He is working his last few days at his current job and then he will be unemployed until he leaves for training. It's like in the back of my mind I know that God is in control but right now my mind is working overtime. It is taking its toll physically too with weariness and migraines almost daily. I want it all to just slow down.